I miss her, genuinely. She was so funny, talented, quirky, etc. I genuinely felt a connection to her. I'll try not to be obsessive because I don't want to look like a weird-ass, but I had planned to have a life with her... and we kinda just, took it away from each other. It pained me to say what I said about her, and it pained me what she said about me too, but someone had to do it. If I could have the idea of her back, I would, but not the person she is. I may meet someone similar to her and not her exactly down to a T, and that's okay!

Look, it's okay to still be fond of the memories you may have had with someone, but it's generally not a good idea to reconnect with them; even if you both really miss each other. If you're out there, wherever you are; while I want nothing to do with you anymore, I wish things didn't end out like this, I too didn't want to end things on a bad note... it may be too late, but god the pain is unbearable.

I miss you dearly, but we're better off without each other, I've come to accept this harsh truth.