As time goes on, those memories will drift away and the pain from her will fade as well. For now though, be happy you two had those good moments together, and learn from your mistakes in order to move forward with your lives. It's tough, even I know how it feels, but it's never the end of the world. Keep your head up stranger.
Yatsufusa
I just wanted to say that I am positively surprised how maturely you are handling this. I know how it feels and it's not a good feeling. It makes you say and do very irrational things, because it hurts so much. (It 'will' hurt less in time...)
Reading that this is a "Vent Post" I came here looking to give you some advice and maybe some hope. Instead, by showing that some people 'can' actually act mature and handle their emotions.
'You' gave hope 'to me'.
Thank you, Florisgrad! I wish you the best.
Florisgrad
Thank you. While it happened a while ago and I still do hold some positive memories, I cannot in good faith try to reconnect with her, even disregarding what I know.