So one of my friends on Steam got some dickhead named Psycho kicked from a TF2 match, and that person immediately went onto his profile and started harassing all of his friends (me included), for simply being associated with him; the bastard lives up to his name. Like dude, imagine being so pissed off that you harass people in someone's friend list because what, that person got you kicked from a TF2 game for being an asshole who was defending a cheater? Grow the fuck up, you fatass retard.

I will put comments back on my updates now. I must move on from my past situations, past guilt, past drama, etc. And I will do whatever it takes to prevent it. I must no longer stand idly by in my own life choices, I must take matters into my own hands. Let's start this new year strong, I must show no signs of weakness. I must not make myself vulnerable, I must not be such a huge pussy, and I must learn Spanish as well (I keep fucking forgetting my Duolingo lessons).

Sometimes, it hurts more to hold on than it is to let go.

I, floridaFargone, have learned that I must be careful of what I tell people. I have destroyed a chance of reconciliation and I only have myself to blame. I had gathered up things that I had the wrong context for, had told people what I had believed to be regarding them being a very horrible person, only for it to backfire on me. They weren't any of what I had thought them of. It's too late to turn back now, so bridges must be burnt, and new ones must be constructed.

If I want to prove to myself I can change, I must take steps towards it, I cannot let my foolishness get the better of me. We may have forgiven each other for our faults, but there's one fault of mine even I cannot forgive. I must let this new year be one I cherish.

I am gonna go out on a limb and put it out here that anything damaging I have said about @Nevaz0r has turned out to be false. As per some advice, I won't state exactly what it was, but I want to put it out here that I didn't have proper context. I do apologize regardless for anything I may have said that is untrue/missing context. We may have had our conflicts, but it is ultimately a bad idea to spread unfounded claims without proper evidence. If there is ever a serious situation regarding a different person, I promise that I will do my best to compile meaningful sources!! ^_^ '

Until then, thank you for reading; and I do apologize again for anything harmful this may have caused.

EDIT: Since I know this is the internet, in case some jackass tries anything, do not harass me or Nevaz0r. We both may have fucked up in our own ways, but it absolutely doesn't justify any harassment sent towards our ways.

EDIT 2: I'll put this here in case I need to clarify things. Yes I was wrong about what I said about Nevada, but this doesn't mean I was deliberately lying about what I said, as it was misinformation (as stated in her post). Yeah, what I said had thankfully turned out to be false, though it was never my plan to intentionally lie on the internet. It wasn't meant to be petty in any way shape or form, and while I understand it may come off that way, I still do understand the mental damage this has done to her and I do genuinely think I messed up on that part. I will now unlock comments as the storm has settled.

Bad news is that I am single again, good news is that it was on good terms. I'm not actively pursuing relationship at the moment, I just wanted to give a life update. Work has been going hard, and as a result I haven't been drawing as much as I wanted to this year. :(

Hi, as the title says, I am sorta kinda not depressed as much as I was before. Now you may ask why I was depressed in the first place, and here's a recap.

TL;DR: some asshole extorted me for nudes and used them to slander me, causing me to lose like 2 friends; and while everyone basically knows this person is full of shit, they do think acknowledge that I shouldn't have given into the pressure. Fake bitches can go fuck themselves, only the real ones shall live on. Thank you for reading.

So it begins when I was pressured by someone (who I will call Carl) into sending nudes to them in August. After I was shown screenshots of Carl bragging after they pressured me into showing my nudes to them, I cut Carl off and Carl went around telling people that I was a pedophile (which is ironic because Carl was a lolicon, and would try to get me into it, to no success; he also said I had the body of a 14 year old in a call). Of course, I had proof of Carl being a snake and them bragging about the shit they did, and most of those people swiftly dismissed Carl. On the other hand, a couple of close friends somehow didn't share the same sentiments and a week later they stopped being my friends (with one of them saying that i always made them uncomfy and what I did was supposedly the "last straw", despite them never telling me before because they didn't want to "hurt my feelings", and only told me when i asked them how i made them uncomfy).

I will admit I shouldn't have done this though, I shouldn't have given into the pressure. And so I basically had to worry about my own safety for like WEEKS, because for all I know, Carl could've been trying to get as much information about me as I can, and is likely stalking my social media as we speak. I had also received screenshots of one of my former "friends" saying they wanted nothing to do with me (or Carl either, so that's good), so I respected their wishes and blocked them (I felt even worse after this). I eventually stopped caring about said former friend. All in all, it just reminds me of January, where I had called out someone for defending Alexcasanas (who was outed as an abuser), yet I somehow lost "friends" because I was "giving them trauma" (for reminding them of defending an abuser)? Not real friends I guess if they're gonna ditch me without hearing me out.

But as of late? While it is a little difficult sometimes, I've stopped caring because people know Carl is full of shit. As for the old friends who cut me off? Whatever. If they really were uncomfy, they would've told me sooner; as I asked them if I was doing anything that made them uncomfy on multiple occasions and they said no, so why should it be my fault if they didn't want to properly communicate to me? All in all, while I have fucked up big time in my life, I feel like I can be a better person if I just don't let some assholes live rent free in my head and ruin my life. I've had someone who I was a huge fan of be exposed as a pedophile, I've had lost friends who I considered close and now view me as some sort of monster; but whatever, those people aren't relevant to my life anymore, and I want it to stay that way.

I'm sorry for this long ass post, but I've wanted to get this off my chest. I do appreciate if you've taken time out of your day to read this, and I hope you're doing well. floridaFargone out.

I must remind everyone that commissions are open, they're a little cheap though. If you want to commission me, feel free; just hit me up a DM on here or Discord.

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As you already may know, I've said I wanted to rebrand from scenecore stuff, as it just wasn't making me happy anymore. I've instead decided to get more of an edge on my stuff. This is Raptora. She is my new mascot/sona. I hope you like her.

Y'know what? Over the past weeks, I've learned that if there's someone who I have a bad feeling about, there's probably a reason for me not to interact with them. I feel as if I'm also going to need to try to change my aesthetics moving forward, so probably no more scenecore stuff, as I've just been unhappy with it as of late. Maybe something similar would be nice, but the idea of a rebrand is in the air at the very least. Maybe something with a little more edge, maybe something a little more red. We'll see.

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